hello hello everyone! sorry for not updating the past week. i've been reaaaally lazy to blog.

like really lazy.

hahah i don't think anything much has happened though. :P

i'll just blog about what i remember. heh heh.

so my school is opening O levels and i'm not sure if i want to take it or not.

i'm pretty sure i want to go to the states, so i might continue with AOP.

BUT, my sister said that most colleges in the states should accept O levels too.

the thing is though, O levels are SUPER SUPER HARD.....apparently.

and it's a lot of workload and i'm not sure if i can handle it.

if i do take it, i'd be done within two years. which is always a plus.

but i don't know if i want to you know...SUFFER for those two years :P

ahhhhhhhhhh. i would appreciate it if you'd keep me in prayer.

cause i really have no idea what to do. :/

soo, we had our Next Degree meeting yesterdayy :) it was a lot of fun.

hahaha, my team was pretty funny. all of us trying to fit on a stupid plastic bag.

madness. HAHAH. but it was a lot a lot of fun :D

hopefully pictures will be up on facebook sooooon.

Haz, Raquel, and I had a conversation one day about the most gentlemanly thing a guy has done for us. it took us quite a long time to actually think of one. which is really sad, actually. *ahem boys who are reading this ahem* HAHAHA.

i have to take my h&g 810 test soon. i'm so gonna fail. i'm soooo gonna fail.

just flipping through the book makes me want to cry :P HAHAH.

but i just want to get it done with so i can have all my books in 9th grade. heh :D

i'm pretty happy though cause for i think, 4 of my books i'm a month ahead. 8)

hopefully i can raise my average though. and not get grades in the 80’s. ahh, i hate getting those grades.

i'd rather fail the test, to be honest. -.-

i'm so so so so happy it's the holidays.

like you don't even know how happy i am.

i can finally chill and do whatever i want start to catch up in my work.

.....yeah i'll start tomorrow. or the day after that. heh. (Y)

hope you all have a good holidayy! :)

it's on the tip of my tongue but i'm still afraid,

sometimes the only things words do is get in the way,

sometimes the easiest things are the hardest to say,

but i don't want to lose you or drive you away.